| Revived |
[Aug. 17th, 2009|08:02 pm] |
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Ok its been so long. i know. Ive been lazy and busy like always.Since like forever.haha
Anyway im handling Young People now. so its double the stress. i swear. ahahahaha.
Cant wait to start school:) cant wait for liyana to recover and get her license and drive us around.ouh but 1st she needs to be able to go out.lol. oh and ain meet up soon ok...and ct i owe u a sun glasses..
And one last last thing, Melayu saya sudah karat. hahah..
"selamat pagi cikgu.Cikgu suke main bola.Hari hari Cikgu main bola".hahaha thats what i got on the 1st day of class-____-" |
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| an announcement |
[Jun. 11th, 2009|02:14 pm] |
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calling for a fine beautiful lady, two botak heads and a long bean.
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
anyway. league is coming and cj said hes no long mr nice guy. oh my im really scared.
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| shida's 21st |
[May. 30th, 2009|04:12 pm] |
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Happy 21ST Birthday Shida!.Hope you have a wonderful 21st birthday. the plan works! my dream came true! and end the day with 51 dollars taxi fair.lol! heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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| URGENT |
[May. 26th, 2009|03:00 pm] |
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Anyone of you who lives in woodlands and searching for student to teach. PLZ CALL ME ASAP. I NEED ONE URGENTLY. btw shes a female, primary 6. twice a week. very flexible.
pls someone just one. |
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| an email that is priceless |
[May. 17th, 2009|08:35 pm] |
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Dear cikgu shima,
I am so sorry that I never sent you any e-mail for a very long time.How are you?Are you coming back to teach us?Saya rindu sangat kat cikgu.Elmiera pun sama.Semua orang dalam kelas semua rindu kat cikgu.I hope you come back and teach us.Okay,I need to go and study all my subject.Oh,saya terlupa nak beri tahu sesuatu.Saya punya malay exam dapat 37/50.Maafkan saya cikgu.Saya janji saya akan cuba lagi Saya betul2 minta maaf. Thanks, Sharifah Umirah.
aww i was swear i cried reading this e-mail. i was so touched. speechless. Eventhough i only taught them for 3 months, they still remember the things ive taught them and the reminders that i keep emphasizing in class. Im really touched:)
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| oh boy |
[Apr. 29th, 2009|11:56 am] |
Can i be frank and tell them i have no idea what is Information System all about during the interview tmw? hahaha oh gosh. i can only blame myself for closing my eyes when choosing the courses. how dumb can i get. |
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| blah |
[Apr. 28th, 2009|02:27 pm] |
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Im scared.nervous.and im still waiting for you. yes you please come and give me good news. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 24th, 2009|11:02 pm] |
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 Happy 19th Birthday Nurul Fitri Bte Ghazali! I miss you!!
 Happy serving the country Muhd Afiq Md Yusoff! hahahaha see you in a few weeks time botak head!
OH yes Jurong point is freaking big la. Lucky got sharky -_-' if not me n liyana would end up being stuck in there for days.lol
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| Siti Amaliah Bte Md Jamil |
[Apr. 19th, 2009|10:37 pm] |
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 You have been through so much and i witnessed the pain youve been through. During this tough journey you have to endure i see a mature young lady, so strong so determined so patient. I may be speechless when i see you lia. but i actually have so many things that i want to tell you. I want to say that I am proud of you lia for being so strong and so brave. I know exactly how you feel cas ive been in your place before. You know the first day we have our sharing in class and Mrs Suresh wants us to pick a friend and tell her what you like about her. You picked me and said that you envy me cause im so strong after going through so much at such a young age. Now im telling you that i envy you. You make a difference in my life. What you have gone through makes alot of impact in alot of people lifes including me. We've been through together alot in be it in school and you've always been there for me. When my dad's twin pass away, you were there. When im sad cas i miss my dad you were there. When i cry because of any reason, you were there.Now let me be there for you too okay. Allah must have a reason to take someone you love away from you. Allah loves her too much. Your life will change definitely. I know its hard but trust me lia things will get better. Always tell yourself that ok. What had happen will certainly makes you a better person im pretty sure about that. And no matter what happen after this, let me be one of the person that you can pour your sorrows to and if you need someone by your side i will always be there for you anytime ok. Let us continue be friends that go through thick and thin together. I am sure you will get to see her in heaven one day cas i always believe i get to see my dad again in heaven one day. Im so proud of you and and youre a great person and i thank Allah for giving me such a great gift that i treasure so much and the gift is you lia. So yeah just remember no matter how busy i am, i will surely have time for you:) I LOVE YOU SO MUCH LIA.
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| Just thinking |
[Apr. 14th, 2009|02:10 pm] |
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hmmm. lets just say my life now is much better way much better than Alevel days.People always complain i am too busy and i have too much commitments. Especially my mom. She thinks that i have too much things to do and shes worried i cant take the stress/pressure. Yes i admit i have to do relief teaching at times, teach at Ijc every friday, give tuitions to 3 children, soccer trainings, soccer match plus mentoring. Woah thats alot of things.lol My mom have been pestering me to stop mentoring or soccer or at times she would just say no need to give tuition la. But its unlike me to shrink my responsibilities. I know i have so much things to do but i love soccer,my coaches and my team mates too much and i am too attached to my mentoring kids. I cant bear to let go of any of it. Tuition cant be helped cas its like one of my source of income and i really do love teaching anyway so its a big nO No to stop. So yeah no matter how busy i am, i dont care cause i am enjoying what i am doing and i know whatever i am doing is something worth it. As i always tell my mom, at least i am doing something beneficial and not wasting my time doing nothing productive. At least i am not doing anything against my religion and at least i am happy with the hardship i suffered cause i learn from everything that i do and that helps to be become a better person. So who says i have no life.lol! hahahaha i can still hangout at alameen, go jb in the middle of the night, play timezone, catch up with friends, spend time with my mother despite my busy schedule.hahahha so yeah why worry syima.lol!
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[Apr. 2nd, 2009|12:52 am] |
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 Two of my P6 students bought me the same thing.lol Maybe they happen to buy them at the same place but different time.hhahaha and one reason they bought them because theres soccer ball.lol and i remember telling them that my hobby is soccer and i remember telling them how much i love soccer.lol im so touched cas they remembered.lol
so i have not been teaching regularly. The school will only call me when they need me. and when they call and ask me to come down, i would be very excited to go to school cas one thing i know i will get to see my students and hug them. And i would also feel like a superstar cas every where i go be it to another class ,there will surely be students to scream "cikgu syima", greet me and salam me.lol!!! oh yes i have a problem. wad should i do if a student or two practically call you everyday twice or more a day? is it good or bad?.someone help me!. im in big big trouble.
oh met ain!weeeeeeeeee! shes back! hahhaaha totally right timing. and we went karoake for 4hrs. hhahaha i cant believe we sang and sang for hours.lol and we were really very tired though.lol
ohoh met lia! yoohooo! and nik and shida and rena.lol! thanks nik and shida for your april fool trick.lol and congrats innova! innova beat MI 4-1 for their friendly match today. so proud of you girls:D
Anyway closing date for NTU and NUS was today. I am freaking scared and nervous. I admit that i gave up on NUS cause i didnt send any supporting document. I really wish to get into NTU/NIE. And i die die have to go down to SMU and submit my supporting documents if not im dead meat.
Goodnight.
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| VERY ATTACHED! |
[Mar. 27th, 2009|07:42 pm] |
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Before i begin my emotional let out, i would like to say many thanks putri for THIS!  She bought this specially for my bdae. love u n i love it so much!!
now let me let out my emotions here. today was my last day teaching malay at Admiralty Primary School. I dont want to leave but i have to. I know this day will come and i am mentally prepared but i couldnt control my eyes.lol tears kept dripping.hahaha and i cried super badly when my students begged me not to leave them. Some even when to the staff room crying/melalak not wanting to let me go. I have no choice. All i can do now is to pray that they will become a successful people one day. To my pri 6 please study hard for your PSLE. Insyallah after you get you results, we'll have bbq beside my blok ok.heee. My super P6 class gave me a surprise. they decorated the whiteboard and it was filled with notes and short messages. I cried reading what they wrote. Sayang jugak awak semua kat saya ye.hahaha. n when i was in school they practically couldnt stop saying all these words Cikgu you will always be in my heart! Cikgu kami semua sayangkan cikgu! Cikgu jangan tinggal kan kami semua! Cikgu maaf kan kami jika kami buat cikgu marah! Cikgu jangan pergi! Cikgu kita semua akan ingat cikgu sampai mati! oh my! I left all my classes with a heavy heart. I will certainly miss you all badly. I thank Allah for giving me an opportunity to feel the joy of teaching and for giving me an answer to what i wanna be in future. Allhamdulillah:D
and thanks so much my lovely students for the gifts n cards. i look like ive been fired with many plastic bags on my hands thanks to you guys.lol

SAYA SAYANG AWAK SEMUA!
OH OH! i started teaching conversation malay at Innova jc today. hahaha it was really fun and absolutly a very very big different teaching primary school. and all of the students are chinese.heeeeeeeee!
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[Mar. 12th, 2009|11:02 pm] |
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Terima kasih Firdaus A.Mutalib:)
Guru
GURU engkaulah Sang Matahari melimpahkan cahaya siangmu ke ladang-ladang ilmu ke bukit bukau harapan ke sungai cita-cita ke lembah masa depan. Kamilah anak-anak kecil itu yang sedang berlari menuju ladang-ladang ilmu mendaki bukit bukau harapan menghilir sungal cita-cita memudik lembah masa depan. Engkaulah mengajar kami menganyam kesempurnaan menjadi cermin kehidupan. Hari-harimu di batas kasih dan pengorbanan diri dengan kerenah dan nakal kami alangkah banyaknya pengalaman senyum pahit perjuangan yang telah menjadi tiang sabar meranumkan suatu kerelaan bakal nantinya menghantar kami berangkat ke pelabuhan harapan. Engkaulah pengukir akal budi memahatkan kemuliaan diri di dalam sanubarl kami. Jasamu adalah bunga-bunga kembang wangi mengharum sepanjang zaman.
Inzura Hj Kosnin yes now i am certain. i want to be a teacher:) |
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| Maybe its just not my thing. |
[Mar. 9th, 2009|11:49 pm] |
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I have been thinking about many things lately. And one thing that is making me really depressed lately is soccer. I used to enjoy trainings. However, nowadays, i dont feel good about it. No matter how much effort i put in, how much time i spent training. im still the same-LOUSY. I am sick and tired of getting scolded for SMILING during training. Come on please give me credit for not laughing anymore during training. Doesnt mean i am smiling i am not serious. its just me. i like to smile. accept my flaws. You know its very VERY demoralizing when people dont have faith in you. Really. I love the club. I love my team mates, coaches and officials. Thus, i dont want to disappoint them and cause any disruption.
and this ever cross my mind- should i quit? maybe its just not my thing.
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| moment of truth. |
[Mar. 7th, 2009|08:55 pm] |
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Syukur Alhamdullilah.
how about a degree in teaching? Im really passionate abt teaching. or malay studies?
but i really wish i can take sociology. please accept me.lol :)))) and AIN HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY! CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU=D |
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| oh no! |
[Mar. 1st, 2009|10:24 pm] |
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Okay reality check! Its coming out its coming out!
ok bad news. i am already very attached with my students. i practically will receive random calls at least from 2 students everyday. and now im worried. cause i cant bear to part with them. ouh no im in deep shit. |
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| just another day when i miss my dad |
[Feb. 16th, 2009|09:05 pm] |
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I have a dream. I want to make a difference in people's lives. I want to inspire children who are not fortunate enough to lead a normal life. I believe every minute i miss my dad and every night i look at his photo, i grow stronger and stronger to carry on with life. somehow i feel as though my dad left his strength in me.
I swear its really very very tough without you by my side.
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| I hate you! |
[Feb. 12th, 2009|08:46 pm] |
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I hate my brother! from now on i wont bother about you anymore! i swear to god! |
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| Life without friendship is like the sky without the sun. |
[Feb. 8th, 2009|11:38 pm] |
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hahaha maybe im fated to perpetually get bullied by these two monkeys.lol
hahahahahha oh well. as long as we're happy rite. ohoh  HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY BOTAK!! hahahahha May all your wish come true. may your injury recover soon and then can continue serving the country. may you n li will forever be together and may all of us stay close together forever AMIN.
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